Just in case you missed it, the other 23832 times I've talked about it, I don't do change well.
It definitely bums me out when things will be going well and there is a routine that I'm comfortable with and that makes me feel stable and happy with life. But eventually, that comes to an end and I'm left in a slump and feeling unsure how to help myself feel better.
What I'm trying to tell you is that as hectic and stressful as everything has been with work and school, I love the way things are right now and the friends that I've made and it's breaking my heart that in a week it's all going to come to an end.
I hate worrying about whether or not I will still see people. I hate change and the emotions it brings.